Til I Die

Sometimes i lie down and wonder

Can i really make it
Or will i just wake from this dream
I belong
With the stars up in space
And just far from the hate
Til that day I'm ok
With just being on my own
In my head i know that if
Fate isn't fake then one day
Life will change for me if i keep going
And instead of just ignoring
All these haters tryin to tell me
I wont make it
I'll replay the words
They speakin in this song
"Why the hell u wasting all this time, Always slaving over rhymes
Mind pacing through the night
And u don't know
If your even gonna make it"
But fuck it i can wait till the day that
I prove them all wrong
"Man everybody tryin to be a rapper
So you gotta be different and
You gotta be unique"
But they don't understand
For people like me
We just do it
So our thoughts are released

Sometimes i lie down and wonder
If i can get where i want
Doubts in my head cause uncomfort
Ill still sing for you until i die

I wanna be the best
When it comes to a paper and pen
I'll defend it if i ever get the title
But always show respect to the men And the women spittin flames
They the ones that never die bro
But all those other rappers
That just do it for the paper
Put no work in they work and it shows
They are not rappers man
Call em entertainers rapper's spit facts While entertainers cater
To the people thats just tryin to vibe
In the car driving
And follow trends they dont even like Cause they striving
For the follows and the views
Man i swear this shit is mindless
Now they're just a few who are real
Please rewind it to the time back
When there was a message being sent
Back when snitching was something That noone would accept
Back when the MC's
Weren't satisfied with best alive
So they leave a legacy
To be the best after death
When they die

Sometimes i lie down and wonder
If i can get where i want
Doubts in my head cause uncomfort
Ill still sing for you until i die

My wrist just sore
But I'm still writing more
And these lyrics just
Pourin out my mind
When im bored
When i could not afford
A new notebook at the store
I stole it while my friends rob em
Then walk out the door
My wrist just sore
But I'm still writing more
And these lyrics just
Pourin out my mind
When im bored
When i could not afford
A new notebook at the store
I stole it while my friends rob em
Then walk out the door

Now I'm all in
If music aint revolving around my life
I dont want it
Even if i fail eating scraps
And I'm starving
Surviving on nothing
No bread just water
Thinking to myself
I just gotta go harder

Sometimes i lie down and wonder
If i can get where i want
Doubts in my head cause uncomfort
Ill still sing for you until i die



Credits
Writer(s): Bobae Choi
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