About Time

And did you ever make your bubble pop?
Stepping over lines you were told not to cross
And finding a new world you thought was not for you
Never thought that it would be so free and so pure
Did you find your cure?

Where am I?
I don't know anybody else around
I'm so lost
But I'm alright

I'm like a deer in the headlight
In awe of everything that's in front of me and I'm
Taking a step now
Unveiling what was hidden all this time
Feeling me embrace all of this
When I take control, start facing risks
Mirrored in the light I see
Me living my life

All that I would give
To rewind myself
To have lived
Like this for all of my life

Am I in pain?
Am I amazed?
I'm alive
About Time
That I'm fine?

Could you ever make your bubble pop?
No you wouldn't cause you'd have to self destruct
And cozied in this fantasy where you can't lose
Abiding by rules based on what you know for sure
Falsely reassured, I'm like a

Dear in the headlights
About to run away from all the salient stimuli
Seeking in my mind
The instincts for the instances to have
Fear in my head might give in to this
Fight or flight to reminisce
Steering my head now staying clear of the bright lights

All that I would give
To remind myself
That there is
So much to forget

Am I in pain?
Am I amazed?
I'm alive
About Time
Am I fine?

Should I take another step?
Can I feel free once again?

And from living a lie
To living a life not imagined
Turning into something
So foreign that I feel a blur in the lines
Causing panic cause it's straying away from
All I had in mind
Have I been wrong
All my life

Deer in the headlights, deer, deer in the headlights

All that I would give
To remind myself
To please
Step out of my mind

Am I in pain?
Am I amazed?
I am alive
About time