The Deep End

I did a show up an hour away
You came with me because you missed my face
I didn't think you'd ever want to care enough
To see me open my heart in front of a cut
I finished my set you seemed unimpressed
Because it wasn't for you, but for the rest
It had me set in stone, like a hand in a mold
I tried bringing you with me but you preferred the cold
You said "Leave me alone, you don't know my pain"
I say "Look you barely know my real name"
It never mattered who was wrong or right
Everything in the end always turned to a fight
I wish I could've left you there on that day
But instead I only watched us both drift away
What we have has gone off the deep end
I got rid of everything of you
Could you have said thanks like you mean it
I never wanted this kind of abuse
Left alone again and kept in the dark
The words you told me left a hell of a mark
I only wanted you to play your part
You never cared about me or my art
It's more of a struggle and less of a pleasure
You always told me you loved the better weather
I wanted us to work so well together
But you only cared about your thrift bought sweaters
And at the end of the day things were never nice
It always felt like I was walking on thin ice
I just want to hope it doesn't break twice
Thank fucking god that you're out of my life
What we have has gone off the deep end
I got rid of everything of you
Could you have said thanks like you mean it
I never wanted this kind of abuse
What we have has gone off the deep end
I got rid of everything of you
Could you have said thanks like you mean it
I never wanted this kind of abuse
What we have has gone off the deep end
I got rid of everything of you