That's not HIM (feat. Young Dellena)

Pulled too thin
Givin all that I've got from within
Stressing that I will drop give in
Thrown away in a garbage bin
But that's not him to neglect his passion been sewn in a stitch only to know it's holding him

Waking up with a brain that's self destructive and hates
Everything that you do, every word that you say
Insecurities subordinately finding a way
To cause a hole inside the chest and leave your shirt with a stain
You try cutting it off
You overthinking so stop
Panic hard and start a riot now they calling the cops
They only trained for the common
Mental illness a problem
Ain't no way to resolve em
So lock em up to dissolve em
Ain't much room for those options
Often results in a coffin
Because a kid that asked for help felt like he had no options
In the corner he's rotten, self inflicted gun shot with a note to his momma
Saying sorry I done it because they

Pulled too thin
Giving all that I've got from within
Stressing that I will drop give in
Thrown away in a garbage bin
But that's not him to neglect his passion been sewn in a stitch only to know it's holding him

I'm alive and I'm breathing but somehow can't shake this feeling
I know it's hard to find your purpose and to find your life's meaning
I've tried ending my pain
I put a gun to my brain
I've overdosed and Comatosed and left my blood on these rings
But what hurts me the most
Is knowing that you're a ghost
I can't just call your phone I've been alone and that shit hits home
The day you died I died Inside cause you ain't tell me goodbye
And Chris I hope that I make you proud with what I'm doing tonight

Pulled too thin
Givin all that I've got from within
Stressing that I will drop give in
Thrown away in a garbage bin
But that's not him to neglect his passion been sewn in a stitch only to know it's holding him