Breakthrough

Today i feel different
I gotta make changes
Realizing the bullshit, that i had go thru
Change up my mindset so i can out run you
Did what i did so i dont have to go through
The same shit again, so my heart do not turn blue
I am so generous, wear it on my sleeve too
My heart been broken, almost since i met you
I gotta fix it, so i can grow too
So i can grow
Sitting in the dark and I am all alone
I gotta stop this, dont even ask me
Where did i go

I just went ghost
I had to work on me, i was hollow
Just feeling all this pain it was sorrow
Oh, Oh
I just went ghost
I had to work on me, i was hollow
Just feeling all this pain it was sorrow
Woah, Woah
Growth

Addressing the problems
All the demons im fighting alone
You cannot solve all the problems
Swear to god i really did this alone
Sit in the dark with my golem
I do not know what to call him
Doing this magic i learned on my own
So i can get through my problems

You really think you can solve them
But you are not my brain
This shit might give you a migraine
Dont even try to compete with the pain
Cause you dont know what go on in my brain
I swear to god you is in my state
Might as well stay up in yo lane

All i know is that i feel the drain
She stole my energy,
I dont know if i can get it back so i can feel the same
Fighting my enemies internally
Lock up the cage, throw away the key
That shit really going down the drain
That didnt work, it is like a leach,
So ima go head and show my reign

I just went ghost
I had to work on me, i was hollow
Just feeling all this pain it was sorrow
Oh, Oh
I just went ghost
I had to change up just so i can grow
Now that i feel better i am at home
Woah, Woah
Growth

Why did she think it was okay to attempt-

Next time you hurt me make sure you actually hurt me
So i can't-
Resurrect myself by walking through the doors of my mental prison

Found an evolution for me
Found out that I cannot skip time
Its all about pacing
So ima just move till i break mine

Im the one that just been killing all the time
Sitting in the dark so i can make my mind up
Still thinking bout if i can change my lines up

Easy for you cause not up in my mind
Fighting demons just so i can take control
I don't know if i can do this anymore

Sitting still, but i know i really gotta move
Really stuck up in my head i dont know what to do
Still fighting cause i know im gonna breakthrough



Credits
Writer(s): Jayden Sparks
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