Complicit

I was on the sidewalk, and you were in a dream
You said you couldn't stand it these days, your sensitivity
The city felt oppressive, the heat and the noise
And even at home, you felt every unspoken voice
I don't know how, but I tell you, you'll be fine
And I set the table and you pour the wine

You always have been capable, always have been kind
It isn't really your fault, just the tenor of the times
You got a job and lost it, and they never told you why
And you can't seem to get past it, this ordinary lie
And they're saying this summer is the worst it's ever been
With the radio on and they're talking

Another shooting, foots creeping in the lowlands
And everybody's shouting, and I just hold your hand
And then I say nothing, I say nothing at all
I don't think my voice matters really, after all
I was raised to hear the curlews, I was raised to notice light
And I watch the little swallows delicate in their flight

I trail my hand down through the water of the familiar riverside
For hours, in such silence, I lay beside
Terrified, for knowing in my time
For all the parts per million, for unstoppable design
Oh, how can you get over knowing all you know?
All the facts and the figures you learned years ago

I moved back to the city, I lost myself in you
Or in some kind of fiction, or in some kind of truth
I let myself get cynical, I felt cold and bruised
And the facts never changed, and time only moves
And somewhere above the tree line, silent just like you
The river never froze in, and footsteps break through

And somehow in my heart
Am I supposed to make do with the fragments of the stars
The blue-white streetlights let through?
All the birds not calling, all the hot winds blow
I took your picture in the sunset, smiling in the shadow

You and I, we are complicit
You and I were never blind
Now, we're gonna live with it, our open eyes