Change
Thinking of the things
That I have ever done in life
There's nothing special here
There's no reason to lie
Every day is the same
Every day is a pain
All I do is wake up, work, and sleep then do it all again
I need a change of pace
Need a different mind space
No way I can continue like this
Can't always be afraid of the risks
I really should have had this all figured out by now
What if I don't make it
What if I waste this life I was given
Don't know if
I could do this
I'm way too scared to die this way
Living this life without ever feeling alive
There's got to be some time left for me
For me to change
I can't stay the same
If this is a simulation game
I'm pretty sure I am losing
Got to figure out some type of hack for this
Got to figure out the purpose of all this
I know it's plain and simple
I'm just afraid to disappoint
'Cause that's always what it feels like
I'm not everything everyone wanted me to turn out
To be
I can't bear it
I'm way too scared to die this way
Living this life without ever feeling alive
There's got to be some time left for me
For me to change
I can't stay the same
There has got to be
Some purpose here for me
If not then what's the use
Of taking this abuse
You just keep testing me
You swear like this is easy
I just need some silence
Just shut up
Wish I could be proud
Of all the things that make me
What a shame
I'm the only one to blame
Don't you dare look down on me
Just go ahead and leave me be
If this is all said and done
Just go ahead and pass me the gun
There has got to be
Some purpose here for me
I'm still just way too scared to die this way
That I have ever done in life
There's nothing special here
There's no reason to lie
Every day is the same
Every day is a pain
All I do is wake up, work, and sleep then do it all again
I need a change of pace
Need a different mind space
No way I can continue like this
Can't always be afraid of the risks
I really should have had this all figured out by now
What if I don't make it
What if I waste this life I was given
Don't know if
I could do this
I'm way too scared to die this way
Living this life without ever feeling alive
There's got to be some time left for me
For me to change
I can't stay the same
If this is a simulation game
I'm pretty sure I am losing
Got to figure out some type of hack for this
Got to figure out the purpose of all this
I know it's plain and simple
I'm just afraid to disappoint
'Cause that's always what it feels like
I'm not everything everyone wanted me to turn out
To be
I can't bear it
I'm way too scared to die this way
Living this life without ever feeling alive
There's got to be some time left for me
For me to change
I can't stay the same
There has got to be
Some purpose here for me
If not then what's the use
Of taking this abuse
You just keep testing me
You swear like this is easy
I just need some silence
Just shut up
Wish I could be proud
Of all the things that make me
What a shame
I'm the only one to blame
Don't you dare look down on me
Just go ahead and leave me be
If this is all said and done
Just go ahead and pass me the gun
There has got to be
Some purpose here for me
I'm still just way too scared to die this way
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Writer(s): Helen Vo
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