STANDARDS

I got new standards
Finding a balance
In every mission and every challenge
The reason I'm standing
I finally see all the things that I'm blessed with
I know I'm not average
I don't need your message cuz I am not asking
Cuz I got new standards

I don't need your pity
I thought you were pretty
But you just a vessel for all of the pain
That you need to medicate
And I'm just the same
A cause to the change
That I needed heavily
And now I am sane
To look at the memories
And look at the way that you treat me
Look at the lack of me

You said
You got no income
You got no job
You got no reason to be in my house
You're just so proud
You're making a scene, stop being so loud
But it doesn't make sense
Why in the world do I have to repent for being myself
Oh it doesn't make sense
But

I got new standards
Finding a balance
In every mission and every challenge
The reason I'm standing
I finally see all the things that I'm blessed with
I know I'm not average
I don't need your message cuz I am not asking
Cuz I got new standards

I sit on my ones, thinking about how I got here
Stuck in this nightmare
With all of these feelings and all of these fears
Didn't know how to fight it
Who was that girl
Who was that girl that would give you the world
The girl that would sleep in your shirt
The girl that could tell you your worth
The girl that helped you with the hurt

My reflection, I didn't respect it
I couldn't accept it
I wanted to win but I was mistaken
I learnt all my lessons
I'm growing in love and compassion
I don't wanna talk I'm in action
I let you all go, y'all just passing