Fatal Insecurities

He goes throughout his days anxious and uncertain
She tells him there's a lot more heartache to come
He bows his head and begins to cry
It's not like he wants to drown in the tears he's pouring
But he can't help but feel hopeless in the weight of everything
This road is a long one
But he wants to walk it
Regardless of the outcome
Cause she's worth it
Lately he's been scared to tell you that he loves you
Cause he fears the next minute, you could be gone too
He was supposed to be the protagonist in his own movie
But somehow he became the villan
He can't seem to change his role
And now these fatal insecurities begin to dig the knife in deeper
He'd toss himself through the fucking windshield if it meant he could make everything right again
He doesn't think he can let go cause you're more his shape than anyone else
His happily ever after is never realized
Whenever he finds a relationship with potential, it fades from sight
You weren't meant to fade
You were meant to shine
Shine brighter together
He forces smiles, despite wanting to pull the trigger
And he's trying not to need you
But he can't help but want to speak to you
Everyday
Feeling like he's circling the drain
Just hoping that you'll come around again
These fatal insecurities have him gripping his chest
He hates the person he's become
He deserves better
He deserves his happily ever after
He knows you're different now
And that's okay
But in that moment when he realized you're purpose
He knew that he wasn't in the picture frame anymore
What is he to do
He has no choice but to walk his path alone
Uncertain and afraid
And that's okay.
Cause he has hope
Hope, that you'll come around again