Serenity

I count my money in advance
I feel my palm itch
Life is tough
But so are we but still a strong b
Bars heavy flows wavier than long beach
I gave my dreams a hand now they definitely
At arms reach
Fighting for my dreams I'm in conflict
I'm at a stage in my life
Where there's a mosh pit
Swimming through my problems
But I had to row my boat
Everybody on a wave
They all tryna keep afloat
Woah it's crazy
The flow amazing
Keep doing what I do
Even if you love or hate me
It's crazy how I thought
I had it all figured out
All my boys got they girls
How am I singled out
I been telling stories
Higher than a bigger house
So there's room for improvement
When I have little doubt
That's why I'm obsessed
With getting it right
I wasn't born in a car
But I'm always driven in life
Not a lot of people
Have a heart that's big as mine
So I gave my brain a mouth
So I can always speak my mind
I set my boundaries like Picasso
How I always draw the line
You won't prolly last a day
Inside my shoes they oversized
You had the remote
When all my pain was televised
When you could of changed
The channel while you watched it
With a smile
Take these bullets to the head
For how you niggas did me foul
I'm from where commitment
Is committing all these crimes

I done been heart and pain
But I found my way
And stopped living this life
Like I'm perfect
I use to be broke small change
I ain't had no thing
Now I break the bank
Homie we balling
This ain't the same old Giddy
That you knew back then
Might as well act like you
Forget him
Mama I made it
We all in
Mama I made it
We balling

Logging in back to reality
So much for having IG
Posted up in real life
And you ain't gotta like me
All I do is not nobody
But besides me
I'm on my COVID flow
Got it right off the bat Chinese
I done saw right through
My old girlfriend that's an X-ray
Love was in the air
But we done crashed
Like an airplane
All I do is win but I am drawn
To have the last say
Real life not chess
But I keep vans for this cheque mate
You don't know what you missing
Pulling triggers with a blind eye
So imma beat the clock
Until my wrist says it's my time
F a response
The best you'll get from me is one line
I'm iron Mike to all these rappers
Cueing on my punchlines
Jab em melodic hook
Boxing ring anthems
I got baseball bats
I'm swinging
If they throwing tantrums
Get money stay fly
That's the motto
And the mantra
And I be touching knee
Praying to God
For the answers

I done been heart and pain
But I found my way
And stopped living this life
Like I'm perfect
I use to be broke small change
I ain't had no thing
Now I break the bank
Homie we balling
This ain't the same old Giddy
That you knew back then
Might as well act like you
Forget him
Mama I made it
We all in
Mama I made it
We balling
I done been heart and pain
But I found my way
And stopped living this life
Like I'm perfect
I use to be broke small change
I ain't had no thing
Now I break the bank
Homie we balling
This ain't the same old Giddy
That you knew back then
Might as well act like you
Forget him
Mama I made it
We all in
Mama I made it
We balling