Bella's Daydream

Run away, never thought that I would live to see the day
But I'm standing all alone, without a house to call my own
Mhmm, Mhmm
Small and afraid, the walls are closing in as night turns to day
Can barely keep my head on straight, all I'm feeling is this weight
Weighting me down, weighting me down

I tried to remind myself, it wasn't my job to save you
Making me sick like a god damn flu, it was your job to protect me
But you hurt me worst than any person I knew
Swear to god I feel my heart bleeding
A knife in my chest just a sick open wound
Day dreams of a life so different
I don't know what to do I'm

Not okay, I haven't been in awhile now
Told put on another face, did you forget I'm a child
How am I the one to blame
Told everything is my fault, so tired of the bullshit
Did you forget you're the adult

I'm use to hurting I'm used to the tears
Trick myself to believe after all these years
That you had changed, a different man
I just don't understand how you can
Broken promises love and lies
Interchangeable in your eyes
I just can't do this anymore, my hearts an aching gaping hole
There's nothing left to give

I tried to remind myself, it wasn't my job to save you
Making me sick like a god damn flu, it was your job to protect me
But you hurt me worst than any person I knew
Swear to god I feel my heart bleeding
A knife in my chest just a sick open wound
Day dreams of a life so different
A life away from you I'm

Not okay, I haven't been in awhile now
Told put on another face, did you forget I'm a child
How am I the one to blame
Told everything's my fault, so tired of the bullshit
Did you forget you're the adult

Mhmm, Mhmm

I try to remind myself it wasn't my job to save you
Making me sick like a god damn flu
It was your job to protect me
But you hurt me worse than any person I knew
Swear to god I feel my heart bleeding
A knife in my chest just a sick open wound
Day dreams of a life so different
A life away from you