I Don't Wanna Die

Confused with my emotions
Lost in a single moment
Feel like I don't know you
Feel like I don't know us
Lately i can't focus
Hoping you don't notice
I don't think I know it
Happy, sad, i'm bogus
Have the lowest low
And the highest high
I don't wanna die
But I don't feel alive
Look in your eyes
Are you really mine
One day feel like shit
Another night and I'm feeling fine
I don't know why I'm feeling fine
Last night I cried, overthinking life
Should I draw the line
This is post-poetry
My hypocrisy is all that I can see
Put it on a beat for the world to meet
Me

My head is a maze
Walk a day in my shoes
Maybe you can help
'Cause i don't know what to do
I love you now
But what if i don't
Do i love someone else, fuck it i don't know
All these questions running through my head giving me nightmares
If i call you up will you be right there
Should i fight with you or leave this whole nightmare
So confused and tired of healthcare
Leave me be and send me to somewhere
Somewhere i can put my mind together
Find the pieces that can bring my life together
Build up my heart and give it to you
You deserve it after all you've been trough
You deserve it after walking in my shoes



Credits
Writer(s): Joel Lebon
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