Could've Been by Now.

Someday
I worry
what my kids will think of me
When their mommy wants to leave
For some random guy named Steve
You know
I barely
Keep my one bedroom clean
What does that say about me
I do not know honestly

I wanna pack my bags and make myself feel good
But it's hard when I'm not feeling very good
The pills i take
can't seem to make this brain balance out
But it's hard when i just sit and think about
Where i could've been now

Today
I'm thinkin
Bout how far i should've been
If writing songs was just my thing
I wonder what my dad would think
But now
I'm left with
The ladies i have hurt
And all the bridges i have burned
With just a simple lapse of words

I wanna pack my bags and make myself feel good
But it's hard when I'm not feeling very good
The pills i take
can't seem to make this brain balance out
But it's hard when i just sit and think about
Where i could've been now



Credits
Writer(s): Chris Bivens
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