Sad But True

Hey
Got the message
Running late
After 8
Captivated by my ways I hate it
Just get aggravated, agitated
Going crazy from the madness
All the damage
All the paint put on the canvas, wasted
But it's all my fault
Couldn't see through the tunnel
Couldn't see that I'd fall
No, I got used to looking the other way
The other day
Caught myself up in a daze
In a maze
Sins and sinister ways
Became everything I hate
And no one knows the truth
No, no, no, no, no one but you
What I'd give to change it, but
Still remains
It's clogging up the drain so that things just stay tainted
God dangit
Waited so long that I forgot how to make it
So I faked it
Actin like it's all a game, but I'm caught up in the matrix
Dangerous ranges and it changes everything that we became and
All I wanna do is get it back
Yeah
But what I did was so bad
And I can't undo that
Can't move forward, can't look towards it, can't afford it, still it borders
Till it goes past
And all I wanna do is get it back with you
What we had before the crash
But
Must be a fuckin dummy
Thinking I can have back everything that's taken from me
With a finger snap
Last you heard, yeah, I've been through the ringer bad
But ain't no pain that lingers like the love I had from you and didn't give it back
No
Ain't no pains that lingers match you giving your love
And not getting it back
Giving your love, not getting it back
Yeah, that's a fact
I just replay it, try to say it
But keep holding back
Makes me feel some kind of way
Makes me feel like I'm to blame
And I am, guess it's hard to face it
Thought that I was so strong
Now I see how weak and shaded
Lookin for a sign
Find a way to replace it with what should have been
Not the mess that I made it
But that's an understatement
And now I'm chasing down what's waiting
Hoping I can make it blatant
That I'm sorry, never tired of waiting
No, no, no I'm never tired of waiting
Even if it's tidal waving, I'll be right here
Oh yeah, I'll be right here
And no I'm never tired of waiting
Even if it's tidal waving
And no I'm never tired of waiting
Even if it's tidal waving
No I'm never tired of waiting
Even if it's tidal waving

Ain't no pains that lingers match you giving your love
And not getting it back
And no I'm never tired of waiting
Even if it's tidal waving