Change
Rain hitting my window
4 am, I'm stuck in limbo, dealing with indecision
Pain hitting, when my head touches the pillow
I'm not okay
A vacant space in the place of where my heart should be
I'm questioning what's wrong with me I
Thought that I moved on but I can't
The heavier the rain, the more I feel I'm stuck in this life
That I can't change, I digress
Because I can't deal with our mess
I don't see a future
I'm a ghost to them
I consider me dead
I'm surely not alive, I'm tryna fight
Don't want to cry
You never open up but I just want wanna have an us
I always give but can't you see
There's nothing of me left to give
And I just wanna give in
Can you believe in me now
Can you love me now
Cause I've been drowning in doubt
Overthink negative thoughts
Tell me "move on" but how
My mind is fucking stuck on loop and this regret
Repeat the love I have for you in my chest
I guess
I think I need a change
I think I need to change
After Em, everything changed
It started with love and hate, feels like it ended in pain
Remember life as a kid simpler times now I
Now I hate life, and I hate me
I ain't me
I feel nothing lately but poor and weak
It's been five fucking years, I mean weeks
I have questions with answers that I can't grasp
I just want love, just want trust
I don't wanna be drug
Don't wanna be in this rut
Don't wanna die
I just wanna feel free
Just want released
Everyone walks in my life
Then decides to fucking leave
Block out negative people
But negativity follows out
Nothing inside of me
Done being what you want from me
I need change
Change
I move, but I don't make any progression
I move backward
Sometimes up but back deep into my Depression
Try to love but I can't
I think I need a change
4 am, I'm stuck in limbo, dealing with indecision
Pain hitting, when my head touches the pillow
I'm not okay
A vacant space in the place of where my heart should be
I'm questioning what's wrong with me I
Thought that I moved on but I can't
The heavier the rain, the more I feel I'm stuck in this life
That I can't change, I digress
Because I can't deal with our mess
I don't see a future
I'm a ghost to them
I consider me dead
I'm surely not alive, I'm tryna fight
Don't want to cry
You never open up but I just want wanna have an us
I always give but can't you see
There's nothing of me left to give
And I just wanna give in
Can you believe in me now
Can you love me now
Cause I've been drowning in doubt
Overthink negative thoughts
Tell me "move on" but how
My mind is fucking stuck on loop and this regret
Repeat the love I have for you in my chest
I guess
I think I need a change
I think I need to change
After Em, everything changed
It started with love and hate, feels like it ended in pain
Remember life as a kid simpler times now I
Now I hate life, and I hate me
I ain't me
I feel nothing lately but poor and weak
It's been five fucking years, I mean weeks
I have questions with answers that I can't grasp
I just want love, just want trust
I don't wanna be drug
Don't wanna be in this rut
Don't wanna die
I just wanna feel free
Just want released
Everyone walks in my life
Then decides to fucking leave
Block out negative people
But negativity follows out
Nothing inside of me
Done being what you want from me
I need change
Change
I move, but I don't make any progression
I move backward
Sometimes up but back deep into my Depression
Try to love but I can't
I think I need a change
Credits
Writer(s): Avery Aldridge
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com
Link
Other Album Tracks
© 2024 All rights reserved. Rockol.com S.r.l. Website image policy
Rockol
- Rockol only uses images and photos made available for promotional purposes (“for press use”) by record companies, artist managements and p.r. agencies.
- Said images are used to exert a right to report and a finality of the criticism, in a degraded mode compliant to copyright laws, and exclusively inclosed in our own informative content.
- Only non-exclusive images addressed to newspaper use and, in general, copyright-free are accepted.
- Live photos are published when licensed by photographers whose copyright is quoted.
- Rockol is available to pay the right holder a fair fee should a published image’s author be unknown at the time of publishing.
Feedback
Please immediately report the presence of images possibly not compliant with the above cases so as to quickly verify an improper use: where confirmed, we would immediately proceed to their removal.