Black Hearted

I heard you've been speakin' on my name on the down low
Didn't wanna see me change but now you're gonna see me grow
When I saw your name, I took a hard blow
I was tryin' to help you out but now I guess I gotta go

When you said you love me, girl you scare me
I fakin' smiles, I'm hurt inside, can't let my friends see
They hear me talkin', but I don't think they understand me
My heart just broke after a bad love story

In my bedroom, yeah I got a black heart
It used to be red, but it was torn apart
I know that they see me as Beast Mode Bart
But sometimes I just feel like I am torn apart

I used to think about saving a girl from danger
But now I feel sad, I don't wanna talk to strangers
Last time that I did that, I thought I saw an angel
It turned out to be a demon, so I'm just making bangers

I thought you wanted my love, but you just want attention
You just want the clout, a Snapchat mention
You don't want a friendship, you just want satisfaction
You need to find a different guy, I'll save my affection

It's hard to tell what's real, everyone seems fake
If you're lookin' for a simp, get out of my face
They pay money for a picture, that's a disgrace
Runnin' the race, keep myself in first place

I heard you've been speakin' on my name on the down low
Didn't wanna see me change but now you're gonna see me grow
When I saw your name, I took a hard blow
I was tryin' to help you out but now I guess I gotta go

When you said you love me, girl you scare me
I fakin' smiles, I'm hurt inside, can't let my friends see
They hear me talkin', but I don't think they understand me
My heart just broke after a bad love story

I remember my first love, I thought she was the one
My life was so bright, it used to shine like the sun
Now my life is goin' fast, like a sub machine gun
If I focus on my enemies, I'll ruin all the fun

Keep your head up, always try to live it up
I never know my last day, before I blow up
I'm just tryin' to have fun before I ever get the fame
When only my close friends know my name

It feels like social media is stealing my joy
I wanna live like a man but for now I'm just
a boy
I'm so done with all the games like The Kid LAROI
I'm probably just overthinking like I always do

Shout out to my people, they stop my anxiety
I'm praying for some better days, God help me
Don't get this twisted, this is not a plea
This is just my anxiety, I'll be okay

I heard you've been speakin' on my name on the down low
Didn't wanna see me change but now you're gonna see me grow
When I saw your name, I took a hard blow
I was tryin' to help you out but now I guess I gotta go

When you said you love me, girl you scare me
I fakin' smiles, I'm hurt inside, can't let my friends see
They hear me talkin', but I don't think they understand me
My heart just broke after a bad love story



Credits
Writer(s): William Bartley
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