Ain't a Junkie

Ain't a junkie but I'm a junkie I'll explain
I've been popping ibuprofen for my pain
Imma mix it wit the Kool aid for my brain
I've been hurting so long someone take it away
Momma scared I'm gonna pass out one day
They think it's for attention no I'm tired of hiding pain
Didn't think I'd be here ay ay
Crazy that I'm still here ay ay

Made it this far thought by now I would've flat lined
I relived my trauma but I try to keep it inside
I've been losing patients I ain't had it for a long time
Always building up a wall people got me on a thin line
If you make me mad I might go and get the glove, OJ
I might lose my life fighting for love, no way
I don't know if I believe in love, hate me
Now her words are matching what she does, ok
Life in the fast lane
I've been doin more drugs hide my pain
I've been tripping on the plug go insane
I can't even see straight dealing wit these migraines

Ain't a junkie but I'm a junkie I'll explain
I've been popping ibuprofen for my pain
Imma mix it wit the Kool aid for my brain
I've been hurting so long someone take it away
Momma scared I'm gonna pass out one day
They think it's for attention no I'm tired of hiding pain
Didn't think I'd be here ay ay
Crazy that I'm still here ay ay

New year
Crazy that I made it to a new year
Crazy that I'm still here, here, here
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Crazy that I'm still alive
Crazy that I'm still alive
Yeah, yeah, yeah



Credits
Writer(s): Robert James
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