Ultra Ego

I'm not mad but I am upset
If you step better come correct

Feel like things been getting too repetitive
In my own lane, I'm not feeling too competitive
Putting in the work, I'm removing all the negative
Sleeping on the man cause the bars are the sedative
I been doing this since 08
Tried to put the team on, but they didn't want plates
Now they wait for the chance to demand that I hate
They can never catch up and we'll never switch places
Turned into a visionary
My itinerary only stopping for the seminary
They say that the bars need to come out of the dictionary
Tell em, better pause fore they end up in the cemetery
Tell the beneficiary that he better cut my check
Lotta clones on the phone and I gotta collect
Whole lotta dudes that I'll never respect
Yeah they bit the style but they'll never perfect it
Really ain't nobody in the city stepping to me when it comes to the rap
Ain't nobody putting in the work
Dedicated to the craft gonna even try to argue that
I'm sick of all the whispers
Shots sent out to misses and they misters
Circle full of ghetto chuckie finsters
Stayed in Topsail just to help my sisters
Rest In Peace to Bo, you know we miss ya

Oh
You know I'm eating this shh
I slowed down man I even wrote a book and had time to read that shh
I chase goals, it's a part of my life, you would think I breath that shh
No I ain't curse
That's the sound of my ego trynna break free and shh

Somebody pray for me
I'm starting to lose my soul
Somebody pray for me
My ego is starting to take control
Somebody pray for me
I'm starting to lose my soul
Somebody pray for me
My ego is starting to take control
Can't be peace when it's disrespect
I'll forgive but I won't forget
I'm not mad but I am upset
If you step better come correct
Can't be peace when it's disrespect
I'll forgive but I won't forget
I'm not mad but I am upset
If you step better come correct

Going back to my home
But I ain't pick up the phone yet
Used to being alone
Don't know where I belong yet
Humbleness in my songs
Probably why I ain't blown
Yet I'm known
Yes I'm strong
Feel this fire in my bones
Spent too long trynna spare they feelings
Spent too long trynna share my meanings
Spent too long trynna slay my demons
Spent too long trynna pray for healing
So I'm eating them hits, that move don't work on me
God did work on me
Ego got too big
That's why yonce went and told on me
All of the haters I hear em calling me later
They trynna cater to the man with the plan
Who's that
Apologies, prodigy, know you brought the best outta me
Wasn't grateful for the help, can I come back now
All of the gates they closed
All of the fates they froze
All of the friends they posed, they know they screwed it up
The bar that used to move with us, I moved it up
Can't nobody reach it but me

So
You know I'm eating this shh
I slowed down man I even wrote a book and had time to read that shh
I chase goals, it's a part of my life, you would think I breath that shh
No I ain't curse
That's the sound of my ego trynna break free and shh

Somebody pray for me
I'm starting to lose my soul
Somebody pray for me
My ego is starting to take control
Somebody pray for me
I'm starting to lose my soul
Somebody pray for me
My ego is starting to take control
Can't be peace when it's disrespect
I'll forgive but I won't forget
I'm not mad but I am upset
If you step better come correct
Can't be peace when it's disrespect
I'll forgive but I won't forget
I'm not mad but I am upset
If you step better come correct

The self, especially, is contrasted with another self
Or the world