Non Sequiturs About This and That

Please don't tell me how to feel
(Never taught how to handle my emotions)
I done spent late nights
Fighting demons
Popping Pills
(Used the drink and the drugs to suppress until explosion)
Asking is we lit yet
Homie told me I should chill
(Homies ain't even notice)
Cold blooded reptilian
I cannot relax till all my family
Making billions
Steady getting cheese
And cooking sauce
Like a Sicilian
All my deep cuts
Bring in life
Like a caesarian
(Flooded with the vibes)
I mean how you 'gon compare the kid
When I'm rare as this
You can't rush no food for thought
I take my time preparing it
Let the beef simmer slow
Till the fork put tears in it
Shed a tear for my enemies
(Everybody gotta cry)
Pray that we can find some synergy
(I used to want to die)
Lord knows I'm just a sinner
I've been praying for the winter
I done came from the hell and heat
(Fire burning up inside)
Down bad seeking revelry
(Got too difficult to hide)
I remain where the rebels be
(Hold my head to the sky)
Built a home, I ain't need a lease
(Got my family by my side)
I contain rage, and hella beast
(Tell em we 'gon be alright)
And I walk em with a leash, yeah
(Put my demons on a leash)
Walker Texas with the range, yeah
(I see heaven within reach)
You want the peace
But brought the piece, damn
(Never fold, never crease)
I made a platform outta pain, yeah
(Flaws all part of me)

Diddy bopping on the graves
Of our so called masters
Diddy bopping on the graves
Of our so called masters
Bop, bopping on the graves
Of our so called masters
Diddy bopping on the graves
Of our so called masters
Tryna bring the rain
To wash the blood away faster

Word like a pastor
Speaking to ya spirit
They be preaching bout the cash
But the love, they tend to fear it
They say you'll never change, huh
(Burning through some quarters)
Want you used to the same, huh
(Dealing with disorder)
Not content
Till a shift in our path
From a glimpse of the past
Rearrange us
Never tame us
Even though they try to cage us
And contain us
Thoughts running wild and free
Get a taste and savor
Bitterness is never sweet
I adjust the flavor
Want the smoke like Constantine
But I'm tryna save us
I know its finna take some work
Put it in ourselves
Just imagine what you need
Coming from yourself
I've been going through some books
Organizing my shelves
Metamorphic with the crooks
I discarded my shell
Grew used to the hell
That we made
And the bed where we laid
And the road that we paved
Broke down
All the bridges fell apart
By the hinges
After burning from the center
I was far, but felt the singes myself
Send for help when you see the signal
(Smoke rising)
And you'll know it
When you see the signal
(You know I'm sliding)
I ain't even gotta tell you
You can feel it in ya bones
Catch a vibe like we at the temple
(Where the frontline is)
I want you smiling
Wanna see the dimples
Reverberate Love
Let's make this thing official
My out of state plug
Hit me with the latest issue
While they flipping through the pages
I jump up on em' just for the occasion
Yeah