Wanna Be Loved

Yeahhh

It began with a feeling only a mother could fill in
But mine was out working so she couldn't fulfill it
Plus she had three other children
How could I be so selfish she has trouble committing
Three different baby fathers
Every boyfriend disappeared
So many entered my life I never really had a father
I guess that's why I am here

If you know how you want love then you could return it
I was taught to how to want it never learned to deserve it
All this karma catching up to me but really I earned it
Shooting all these shots like I was Julius Erving
The goal was catch a body when I'm playing the field
Cutting ties and splitting legs how I thought I would heal
Instead I self inflicted wounds that I try to conceal
Masked in masculinity I later reveal
Pillow talking really thinking what that ass about
If you with it with my niggas you get passed around
Disconnected no emotions never took account
Burning bridges running taking all the exit routes
No consideration only selfish intention
Make her think she's my girl but I welcome temptation
Lead em along in a fling the puppeteer with the strings
If you ended on my bed then it was me for the win
I've come to the conclusion that
When they teach you how to love there's no losing that
When you see they want the love you end up using that
What I learned growing up is only proving that
The list that I created was to fill a vacancy
I got a lot hits like I played the major leagues
Kicked a lot of game caught up in the make believe
I was looking for love but also making it leave, yea