Existing Or Living

No excuses once I start it ima finish
I cant give up now I gotta get it
I'm on the move cause winners travel losers pivot
Before you die are you existing or you living
No excuses once I start it ima finish
I cant give up now I gotta get it
I'm on the move cause winners travel losers pivot
Before you die are you existing or you living

I'm stressed cause my momma stressed
She stressed cause my Granny sick
I can't undo the damages
It's hard for me to handle this
Diabetic kidneys bad
Her body wrapped in bandages
Paramedics on the way my thoughts just started rambling
Went to cardiac arrest im happy that the docs revived her
I knew that God was by her side Granny always been a rider
We was hurting Satan working its cool cause we praying harder
Hallelujah amen momma shouting thank you father
She out that Colma I got a text she doing better now
You got a second chance at life now don't you let us down
Take your meds do your treatments things to make us proud
It's time to change I noticed pain in your oldest child
I cant imagine living life with out my second mother
Holidays you made it happen like no fucking other
I miss the old you I really hate to watch you suffer
So when I push you to the edge it's only cause I love ya

No excuses once I start it ima finish
I cant give up now I gotta get it
I'm on the move cause winners travel losers pivot
Before you die are you existing or you living
No excuses once I start it ima finish
I cant give up now I gotta get it
I'm on the move cause winners travel losers pivot
Before you die are you existing or you living

I always heard a hard head make a soft ass
Keep being stubborn you won't learn until it's all bad
I was with it never listened always talked trash
The streets I been trippin since my dog passed
This pain is heavy on my heart I'm bout to relapse
It's in the air pass the weed bro I need that
It was hard I dropped some tears when I seen that
Now im scarred but I stay strong when I think back
Don't try to walk in my shoes cause they aint wearable
Don't try to co-sign my views we aint comparable
Don't follow fools appreciate the one who care for you
Cause losing love ones is nothing we prepared to do
Now we are gathered here today for our beloved
Life is short so while you here you better love it
We live in fear cause round my way its always something
My hat to the back I'm like fuck it momma I'm thugging

No excuses once I start it ima finish
I cant give up now I gotta get it
I'm on the move cause winners travel losers pivot
Before you die are you existing or you living
No excuses once I start it ima finish
I cant give up now I gotta get it
I'm on the move cause winners travel losers pivot
Before you die are you existing or you living



Credits
Writer(s): Rahmell Butler
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