Entry.1

All I wanna do is click re-
Impossible to clear up all the room, live with what I do

You ever wish that you would have just a week all alone? (What?, mm)
Right now that's me more than ever
Pushing myself towards the better version of me
Thinking that my music should be more than clever
That's more of that pressure and it swarms my head up
Like when I dropped my EP, I thought people would see me
As this crazy genius, but now I see this gift, life is not gonna be a genie
You have to go the hardest just to get the easiest of easy
And this life stuff is hard for me
Like making it out of poverty
Like somebody's out here starving me
Like somebody else the boss of me
But nah...
I stay just giving apologies
Whenever I do them wrong, I be
Thinking they feel animosity
I really can't trust myself, putting people above myself
So when they ask me questions I usually answer with probably
I say I wish I had control of my life and ahold of my life
I oppose, say it's life, but in reality I know it's all on me

All I wanna do is click reset
Click reset, ah
Impossible to clear up all the room
Live with what I do, it always goes to my head
Can I click reset?

Nah, not today... Nah, not any day
I try removing myself from society but there's no getaway
Even when I attempt clearing my head every time that I meditate
It still just be feeling like I am not dealing right so I stay feeling a mess that day
I know I'm whom to blame when I'm not using all utilities for possibilities
That set me off the road from inconsistency
But responsibility is often chilling me
Especially when I am off to chill with me, myself and I
Me myself and I, me myself and I
I get addicted to the searching of my mental health and why
I got so much talent in me, I'm not meant to be this guy
I was born and meant to thrive, why do I even say I try?
When the same mistakes keep on happening
The conclusion I end up making is that I'm bad at things
Practicing, practicing, practicing
I go through cycles 'til I'm mad again
Discipline and balance, man I wish I had them things (had them things)
To some it's easy to tell that I'm really not stupid
To some it's clear I truly only scavenge for amusement
I like wisdom running through my brain but barely use it
I end up folding back doing all this pointless music
I banter to my friends on how I work on self improvement
But I never seem to have the dedication to do it
Because actions I made happen in the past are my influence
Which leads to me having more questions and I'm clueless, damn

All I wanna do is click reset
Click reset, ah
Impossible to clear up all the room
Live with what I do, it always goes to my head
Can I click reset?