RAT IN THE WALL

I feel so exhausted
Hearing the words you speak
So thoughtless and stupid
Dampening everything

I feel it coming in waves again
Misery is a friend
It wasn't always like this
But now it seems you cease to exist
What the fuck is the point when
I try to help all I do is make it worse
These days I don't recognize a face
Or maybe I'm the one whose changing
In life you can only lose so many times
Before you realize that it's gone
It slipped away, if anything

I feel so exhausted
Hearing the words you speak
So thoughtless and stupid
Dampening everything

Thinkin' my life might change
I'm living with the pain and sleeping my days away
I just wanna know who's there
Does anybody care
Nobody, no one
Fuck it all I did my best
I guess I'm just another one of your wasted ends
Used to call you friend but you pretend
And that's what went and killed the sentiment
Cause I can't take another fucking second of the lies, guilt, or insolence
Nothing but a parasite
Colors showing in the light

I feel it slipping away from me
Never ending
A place that you don't see
What it means to me

I feel it slipping away from me
Motherfucker

Give it away, throw it away
Give it away, throw it away
Give it away
Give it away, throw it away
Give it away, give it away

I feel so exhausted
Hearing the words you speak
So thoughtless and stupid
Dampening everything