My Body

Trapped inside these four corners of my room I was groom to be best
Staring at he window cookie cutter houses
Spouses gave us everything we wanted
Now I need my needs satisfied
Let put in you mouth just like a newborn baby pacify
You see the pain you see disdain thats been building in eyes
Let me get the remedy and slide between your thighs
All the passion and the anger need no anger I'v been drowning in your seas
I make you bleed during encounters showering with you some strokes of resentment
You eyes were black and blue abused and so timid
Apologizing its the cycle we live in
But I'm gon do this shit again, and you should leave me know you know what happens in the end

I shed tears before i wake
I shed tears before i wake oh
I shed fears before i wake
I shed fears before I wake oh
You left my body so destroyed
So now i gotta go away
So now i gotta go away

Bereft of the bess I know you been
It's been some time since we've really got it in
Fighting what's been so tempting you ain't been broke off the springs in my bed for the optics of my offspring
I appreciate you for it
A succubus I know that feeling so euphoric
You kept my demons dormant but you export/ exploit them
Should I really let enemy lines cross the border
Please don't force it
Honest feelings that's what I told her
Late night she seemed fine with I felt important to say
Got drinks, but I felt so dazed
Slurred speech, watched my words bleed my body as my consciousness clotted
Woke up in a frenzy, vulnerable and raw though I'm partially clothed
G string in my pants unzipped she rode my pole, stripped my dignity, kiss mark on a note
As my tears blotted, now I'm even more broke

I shed tears before i wake
I shed tears before i wake oh
I shed fears before i wake
I shed fears before I wake oh
You left my body so destroyed
So now i gotta go away
So now i gotta go away

So now i gotta go away (Now i gotta go away, Now I gotta go away)
So now I'm bout to go away
So now i'm bout to go away
Now I'm bout to go away
Now im bout to go away