Heavenly Anxiety

Always seems to be
Such a huge lack of inspiration
To talk about how I feel inside

I feel a sense of peace when
I fall asleep at night
But at my waking hour
It's a battlefield

Is this eternal bliss
Or just a burning pit

Coming back again
Reaching from the grave
Is the soul of a love we could never save
Show me what to do
To kill off this pain
That has chained me
Down, down, down to the ground

USELESS
Is the empty feeling you locked in my chest
HOPELESSNESS
That's now all I feel

Ever since you left me alone
Inside this broken home
It's now a whole new mindset
When we're on the phone

Shards of glass in my heart
Oh, how it makes me sick
My life's been falling apart
And you're the cause of it

When will it end
Pray for me
Give me clarity
This is not the place I'm meant to be

Coming back again
Reaching from the grave
Is the soul of a love we could never save
Show me what to do
To kill off this pain
That has chained me
Down, down, down to the ground

Heartbeat climbing
Terrible timing
When does it stop
This arrow that you shot in my back
Has left me here to rot

The disappearing act
Makes me wonder
Was I meant for love
Or meant to suffer

The universe doesn't give
Any answers to life
And now the question I ask
Have I been living a lie

Coming back again
Reaching from the grave
Is the soul of a love we could never save
Show me what to do
To kill off this pain
That has chained me down

Coming back again
Reaching from the grave
Is the soul of a love we could never save
Show me what to do
To kill off this pain
That has chained me down

To the ground