Small Catastrophe

I always look for you
Never notice me

Living on the edge now, never told my mom how
I eat less than I did before
Sleeping on a friend's couch, thinking it was my fault
Doing things I cannot afford

Would love to see the seaside
Take an endless train ride
All the friends that I have ignore me
'Cause if I didn't call, then who would even listen to me?

I always look for you
But you don't see me across the room
Never notice me

I always look for you
But you don't see me across the room
Never notice me
I'm a small catastrophe

Always look for you
But you don't see me across the room
Never notice me
I'm a small catastrophe

Working on my habits, still a little depressed
Never cry when strangers around
Slowly losing interest, guys calling me princess
L-O-L, I'm laughing out loud

Almost losing my mind, healing my inner child
Just to fit into society
Does their attention mean someone is loving me?

I always look for you

I always look for you
But you don't see me across the room
Never notice me
I'm a small catastrophe

Always look for you
But you don't see me across the room
Never notice me
I'm a small catastrophe

I'ma look for you if you look for me
Would you notice me shouting hopelessly?
I'ma look for you, you don't care 'bout me
I'm a, I'm a, I'm a catastrophe

I always look for you
But you don't see me across the room
Never notice me
I'm a small catastrophe

Always look for you
But you don't see me across the room
Never notice me
I'm a small catastrophe