MOON POWER MAKEUP

I'm really kinda normal
I'm just watching sailor moon and vaping right now
I'm still on my phone and definitely shouldn't be
Just listening to my cat snore loudly in the corner

I envy her so much
There's no way in hell
I'm going back to bed
But like
Fuck wearing a bra today
I'm just going to stare
At my screen till my eyes bleed
Try not read the news
Try eat something healthy
Maybe try exercise

Just watch some sailor moon
The series is really long and I only started recently
But its so nice and unchallenging
Like don't get me wrong
Check my letterboxd
One of my favourite movies
Is Buñuel's Exterminating Angel
I don't like that he's seemingly overlooked in anglosphere cinema
Or at least by people my age
But sometimes I just want something cute and not too much

There are already enough challenges
I'm on the 10th medication
For a bad brain situation

And this one could really kill me
But it hasn't so far
And on top of that
This one means
I don't want really want to kill myself as much
And really that's a plus

I once got vertigo
Tapering off some medication
A few years ago
And that fucking sucks when you live on the 2nd floor
Of a house
With twisting stairways
But the less said about that place the better
It was the site of a long drawn out and messy breakup
And I wasn't the nicest person for a few years
But ehh she wasn't either
I'm just kinda glad to be out
I still occasionally have nightmares
I'm still there
It was that bad for me

I'm in a much better place now
Like physically
I have a whole host of new problems
Of course
But mostly things are better
A whole lot fucking better
But I'm still undoing the damage
Of a few misspent decades
Where I just kinda disassociated
When I wasn't working
The worst mind-numbing jobs
I still have really bad insomnia
From night shifts i used to do
Fuck that place
It can suck my dick
Can you tell
I wrote this at 5am
Just an estrogen under my tongue
Watching sailor moon
Because I forgot it earlier
Yeah, its a pretty good show
To just chill to
Late at night
Or early in the morning
Just like a nice vibe overall
I'm really glad my friends recommended it
I'm still getting distracted by twitter
I probably need to step away from that for a while
Its just not good for my brain
Would be great to just shout moon power makeup
Rather than take an hour to get ready

Which I'm going to have to do later
Just to do outside because
The world is like that
Yeah



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Writer(s): Mallaidh Malone
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