Backseat

I wish that I could look away but you're in my rearview mirror
And I want you to go but I don't want you to dissappear
It's been four months and I can't find an exit
It's just a cruel highway
And I can't stand to see you but I can't drop you here

The city lights are closing in on me this autumn night
And the brightest one's emitting from your fate
I could look to my passenger,
It doesn't seem right
And I glance to lingered eyes I'll never hate

I've always yearned for the bottom of the pool
Without ever learning how to swim

I'm cruising down an interstate at 2
And when you kick I can feel it in my spine
I wish that I could drive on without you
But you're always in the backseat of my mind

You came in here and drove me out of my whole tank of gas
Now you went back there and you won't say a word
Sometimes I miss the days when you would guide me all through town
For now you look at me but I don't know where to turn

I've also always longed to be enough for someone else
When sometimes I'm not even enough for myself

I'm cruising down an interstate at 2
And when you kick I can feel it in my spine
I wish that I could drive on without you
But you're always in the backseat of my mind

Just let me go
Just guide me home
Just get the hell out
And let me go

Just let me go
Just guide me home
Just get the hell out
And let me go