Monster

God I look up to the clouds
Cockpit when the flyers out
Whining like I'm screeching down
Fallen shout how I'm feelin doubt
Life is a tree
And it's telling me to sprout
And I'm growing too
Searching my career to pick who I portray the purest eye review
Saw my friends list and shit how's debt,
Like my rent is due
Being trampled on slices even deeper to cut in line like a roller booth
Hit hard with these thoughts I've got
Was Surrounded by these walls like a punch eye spot
Swinging for the bag like the force I'm hot
Element gonna twist a rhyme like a knot
But the Rope is dope
Comin out the blue
You twisted up
Like a screw in use
Went and just blew a fuse
During backyard barbecues
When I was little got ridiculed
That's when I started terrible twos
Ever given up? No cause I refused
So I can be up on top of the throne true
Finding my happiness and worth
Puttin my heart into this verse
Becoming open to the hurt
Took on darkness so I broke the curse
Elemental evolution in a growth spurt
Failure is just how u learn
Standing here staring at his urn
Used to be depressed and torn, Ive turned
Just Wanting his voice to be heard
His void is forever gonna be yearned
For hearts to be healed they have to be broken first
Talkin about my thoughts
The misery that I've got
The only thing that I want
Is to find the old me that I lost
I'm growing into this shitty grief
Turnin thoughts into new relief
Turning bad into good like the man I know I can be
I'm open arms with my family and now I can breathe

(Monster)
I'm feeling like a monster (Monster)
Feelin like a monster (Monster)
Feelin like a monster (Monster)
Feelin like a monster (Monster)

Talkin my shit now I got hurt too (shit)
Man it was hard for me to see it through (so true)
Had to quit running I had to find proof (damn)
Sun maid I'm Raisin up now I got truth
Woo Woo
Soulfully happy that I was able to be safe
Even when I faze out I slam on the brake
My life could've went up in flames
That day I was glad to be up and ok
Opened my eyes and sought I take out the hate
When I was a kid I thought every day was the same
Thought nothin tragic would come for me
Then it came flying at me then I grew up to change
Fishin for answers and I cannot complain
Vision distorted but now it's all straight
Missin his smiles joy
Sittin feelin his company
And I'm his only boy
Was hiding from everybody
Actin like I lost my voice
Tellin me I'm the crazy guy
Kept my head up to make me proud
Stars gazing back to me from the sky
Dropping some of the stress
From deep inside of my chest
And now I can rest

I'm feeling like a monster (Monster)
Feeling like a monster (Monster)
Feeling like a monster (Monster)
Feeling like a monster (Monster)
Woo Woo Woo Woo