Blackstar

Son, Remember I was younger used to look up and I'd see the stars
Now I'm hearing sirens when I look up and I the boys
Remember I was younger used to dream about it living large
Now I'm in my car praying that a nigga see tomorrow
Remember I was younger used to wake up and hear my alarm
Now I wake up and I check the boards trynna up my score
Remember I was younger used to dream about it living large
Now I'm in my car praying that a nigga see tomorrow

My heart shattered
My heart shattered time and time again
There's fine line between life and death and I gotta walk that line again
I stopped trynna read others minds and I started looking at mine within
Yeah, There's shit that I lost and can't ever find again
And it hurts sometimes
'Cause everybody got that line of friends
But there's one that's so close to you
And it kills me I lost mine again
Monopoly on my mental it's a board game I'm trynna win
Life could be so simple if a nigga act we can minus him
Court cases as a minor kid, yeah
Shit look like a anvil the way dirty cops make the iron flip
Its crazy how they change up these new niggas put the i in flip
It made me, it raised me, I came up from the lion's den
And I still see it, yeah shadows of my past life
Fucks wit me eternally I can't remember last night
Look me in my eyes I'm feeling sad I
Wanna save the day but they gon' paint me as the bad guy

Remember I was younger used to look up and I'd see the stars
Now I'm hearing sirens when I look up and I the boys
Remember I was younger used to dream about it living large
Now I'm in my car praying that a nigga see tomorrow