Cixot

My armor doesn't have to become my identity
And my anger is not a representation of me
Destroy the things that seek to destroy us
I won't live in your toxic world

I can't stand your smile (Fuck)
When you treat me rough
I'm not your reflection, yeah your words hurt
Take advantage of

Tell me what I'm not (Jerk)
Teach me what I know
Friends want friends to fall, pretty shitty
Not your friend at all

Won't be stuck living in your toxic world
And I won't resubmit in response to your words
And I know that you like it when I cannot speak
But the thorns 'round my neck no longer torture me

One-half know-it-all (Asshole)
Mean and judgmental
Insecurities when you talk shit
Think you are "the man"

Knife behind your back (Duh)
Flowers at your chest
Trap me, trick me, ways to control me
You have the upper hand

Won't be stuck living in your toxic world
And I won't resubmit in response to your words
And I know that you like it when I cannot speak
But the thorns 'round my neck no longer torture me

I thought I was safe from it
From what?
The Cixot
Cixot?

Fill me up with all your poison words
A private hurt, those sharp elaborate words
Trap me in the cage I built around myself
And bury me in pains you've carried all these years
Bury me in pains you've carried all these years
Just bury me in jealousy and fear

You like when I can't speak
You like when I can't speak
You like it when I'm weak
You like it when I'm weak

Won't be stuck living in your toxic world
And I won't resubmit in response to your words
And I know that you like it when I cannot speak
But the thorns 'round my neck no longer torture me