On Pause

Wish I would have been more open when we first speak
But this is where I am at this week

Baby I just wanna know if I can get you alone this once
'Cause I don't want you to misinterpret my actions this last week
Maybe we can vent to one another. Smoke a couple blunts
'Cause girl I know you got options but I'm fucking here to compete
Telling me 'bout all the mistakes he's made so that I won't do the same
Know you wanna boss up and stop the habits with these lame-ass
Motherfuckers who still treat you like you're a piece to their game
Know you need more substance, more affection. Ain't no need to be ashamed
I'm sorry if he made you feel like you were asking for too much
Know that you weren't. He just wasn't enough for you
He manipulated you. Now you're on edge with all your insecurities
Started fucking with me. Now you can't stand all their immaturity
That's what happens when your head is forced to process what happened then
She tried bulldozing the wall I built up. Now there's an indent
On the back of it because she made a lasting first impression
And got me vibing all the time. Too many solo sessions

I know you feel some type of way 'bout me. Should I put this shit on pause
'Cause I don't do 'lil flings baby girl. I give it my all
Ain't never gotta worry about me putting in enough effort
To make this work. Seen you work above the law. Steven Seagal

I can see that we're getting a little more comfortable with this
Just please don't crash burn. I don't want another collapsed bridge
I do it to myself. I can see what's not good for me
But I'm not good at taking my own advice, I mean honestly
Swore I wasn't gonna write about you anymore
But the more I started thinking you're the one who I wrote for
Swore I could hold off, but I can't get you off my brain
So instead of being naked on my bed giving me brain
You're gonna lay on top this page my face is buried into like an open book exam
Doc said I'm fucked up in the head and he's got me taking Xans
First anxiety, now depression. I need citalopram
Just like school I started losing interest. I couldn't find a damn
To give or receive. To you it was all make-believe
Neither one of us could draw the lines 'tween reality and dreams
That's just the way it was. We was too young. We was in our teens
Was too young to know what love was but it didn't faze my mind
Was with you all through high school and I'm just starting to see
That I spent those four years tied down. Starting to feel like wasted time
Could have focused on self-growth and helped to become a better me
But instead, I gave my all to the future of you and me

I know you feel some type of way 'bout me. Should I put this shit on pause
'Cause I don't do 'lil flings baby girl. I give it my all
Ain't never gotta worry about me putting in enough effort
To make this work. Seen you work above the law. Steven Seagal
I know you feel some type of way 'bout me. Should I put this shit on pause
'Cause I don't do 'lil flings baby girl. I give it my all
Ain't never gotta worry about me putting in enough effort
To make this work. Seen you work above the law. Steven Seagal

I can see that we're getting a little more comfortable with this
Just please don't crash burn. I don't want another collapsed bridge
I do it to myself. I can see what's not good for me
But I'm not good at taking my own advice, I mean honestly
But I'm not good at taking my own advice, I mean honestly



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Writer(s): Kennon Daugherty
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