Best Wishes

The higher I build my expectations
The more calamitous was the fall
You ruptured me
Left me mindlessly
Gasping for air you breathed
I know I had scars
But you didn't need to tear them apart
Try to minimize
But I never looked beyond you

Now I give you best wishes
But only once they soak in my tears
I wish for happy memories
But them without me is my fear
I guess I never loved you
But I was damn near close
You have all my happy nights
But my company is your ghost

Is it too much to think I wasn't what you needed
Cause you filled the empty holes in me
Just a way to fill in your wasted time
Not a speaking role in your life
It's not that you never took me for me
It's every little thing you did to me

Now I give you best wishes
But only once they soak in my tears
I wish for happy memories
But them without me is my fear
I guess I never loved you
But I was damn near close
You have all my happy nights
But my company is your ghost

I want you baby
But your ghost haunts my bed
I cared about us greatly
But allI I got was hell instead
I seem to climb this road ahead
Even though it follows through my past
I cared about you baby
But all I got was hell instead

Now I can give you my best wishes
But beware they are dripping in my tears
Don't be scared
I wish for happy memories
Them without me is my worst fear
I guess I never loved you
But I was so damn close
You have all my happy nights
And I'll lay with your ghosts

I'll Never be like you
That's why I sleep here with the ghosts



Credits
Writer(s): Jenna Rusch
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