Sillage

Skin and bone
Beg and steal
Make you high
Make you feel

I'm followed home
And a stranger's here
I gaze a warmth
That you cannot feel

Well, it's hard to own
What we both have known
That the seed that you planted
Has turned to stone

And it's hard to own
That I can't atone
For those little things
Now so overblown

Well, I wanted you
No, I needed you
I was feeling you
Don't go pulling away

Skin and bone
It's still surreal
I made you mine
I made you steal

I should've known
That despite your fear
You'd call my bluff
And disappear

Well, his friends went home
Leaving him alone
With the knowledge
Of a poison sown

In two parts we've grown
And what you condone
Seems to seam everything
That I've ever known

Well, I wanted you
Fuck, I needed you
Where the hell were you
When I needed you?

I was calling out
Turn around
Look my way
Follow through

Now I want to hide away
And find out why

I'm forever's endeavor
I'm your small town breakdown
In the back of our car
I'm the warmth that you found

I am big skies, I am sunrise
Insofar as you compromise
I'm the weak spots of the human heart
That you pulled apart

Well, I wanted you
No, I needed you
I was feeling you
Don't go pulling away
This hell is cold

Psithurism
And petrichor
I am Gerasim
Straight to the core
No need to grow old