April (feat. Isa Lag)

Took a right too early, paused in a maze
Lost in a labyrinth of lies, caught up in flames
And the midnight hour cant save us now
Down on our knees, begging for reparation in any way please

This isn't as bad as it seems
We live in denial and only paint in colors black and green

We got no more lefts to take
And all the rights to make
Too busy chasing after those on paper trails
Ours is the opposite of fairytales
And maybe we were meant to fail
Cause my dreams they keep on stating
That expiration's waiting on our exhale

Our whispered wishes come to haunt us in daylight
Who else can we blame for our loss of sight
Now, I close my eyes and hope to die unless it's us tonight
While everyone said we were a losing game
I knew that losing you would be a shame

We got no more lefts to take
And all the rights to make
Too busy chasing after those on paper trails
I know it's my mistake

I didn't know just what regret looked like
Till I spent all my nights designing our demise
Now it's should we, could we, would we have worked
If we had tried, would it still hurt like this?
Maybe, maybe yes

Cause we'll never be the fairytale lovers on movie screens
I'm way too reckless and you
You never say what you mean
I feel like I'm doused in kerosene
Your turn, just light the match, and we'll go

And if we went another day
Yeah, if we said another prayer
Maybe we'd grow up saints
Maybe heaven would spare a care

We got no more lefts to take
And all the rights to make
Too busy chasing after those on paper trails
Ours is the opposite of fairytales
And maybe we were meant to fail
Cause my dreams they keep on stating
That expiration's waiting on our exhale