Lonely Year

I've read every single book on self-help
Shouldn't that make me an expert on my mental health?
But I'm a mess, I'm unstable
And heartbreak makes it hard to be grateful, yeah
I've been dying since you left and it hurts like hell

And I know that it don't help
When I text, "Can you come over?"
I've tried deleting you but I can't forget your number
Wish I could let someone fill the space that you left
But I still lie awake staring at your side of the bed
It's bad, 'cause you got me

Staying up all night
Missing all the times I held you, dear
Yeah, it's been a lonely year
Damn, it's been a lonely year

I thought we had it right
But slowly watched us die and disappear
Life was so much better then when you were here
Fuck, it's been a lonely year
A lonely year
(Ooh, ooh)
Yeah, it's been a lonely year (ooh)

I broke my guitar
And I changed my meds (aah)
But all that did was kill the music playing in my head (ahh)

Oh, and I know that it don't help
When I text, "Can you come over?"
I've tried deleting you but I can't forget your number
Wish I could let someone fill the space that you left
But I still lie awake staring at your side of the bed, I'm-

Staying up all night
Missing all the times I held you, dear
Yeah, it's been a lonely year
Damn, it's been a lonely year

I thought we had it right
But slowly watched us die and disappear
Life was so much better then when you were here
Fuck, it's been a lonely year
A lonely year
(Oh)
(Yeah, it's been a lonely year)
(Fuck, it's been a lonely year)

I thought we had it right
But slowly watched us die and disappear
Life was so much better then when you were here
Fuck, it's been a lonely year