Far From You

I don't even know why I wrote this
But you know
I miss you so much

Look
I wrote a message just to say that I miss you
Though it doesn't change the fact that we're through
I've been so indecisive man I had no clue
If this love story was either fake or true
Lied to myself every time I said that I'm done with you
but all days pass slower when I'm not with you
Promised to leave all those memories behind
I hate the fact that you're always on ma goddamn mind
but unfortunately those feelings drove me wild
I've been going through a lot of changes
Everywhere I'm getting anxious
But I just keep waiting for the right time
Just to make sure that you're really mine
Fallin' in love with you was a huge mistake
Wanna go back in time and finna take a break
Found out that I've put myself in some high stakes
And they led me to some sort of crazy mind games
Don't know why I always blame myself
Man we knew each other since we were twelve
And no I can't keep goin' on
Cuz if I do I'd be somewhere else far from you

No I hate myself for loving you
I hate myself for loving you-oooooo

Tell me how many times did we fight
At that time I knew something wasn't right
Wishing I was close to you, wish you wasn't distant
Wishing I was wit' you, wishin' life was different
I let life take its course even if I bleed
You don't wanna see the things that I see
Dark clouds flyin' right above me
Got me wondering if you even love me
It's funny how quick it all passes
Just like everything burned to ashes
None of this would've happened
If my heart wouldn't have blackened
But I got no choice
Gimme the chance to listen to your voice
I've been fighting and trying for way too long
Stayed all night writing you this song
And now it's hard to say that I need to move on
Cuz I don't wanna fall in love with you again

No I hate myself for loving you
I hate myself for loving you-oooooo



Credits
Writer(s): Mamdouh Salem
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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