Hex from my Ex

I've been taking these drugs
I'm getting so fucked up
And all this liquor
In my system got me so drunk

All these girls up in the party
Getting wasted
My ex just gave me feelings
I think I hate it

It's like i'm in a hex
I got this kiss from my ex
And i'm not trying to play
All her games again

Life's not giving me checks
And now my girlfriend's a mess
But whatever happens next
I guess i'm down with it

I wanna lay in my bed
Fuck it i'd rather be dead
But i don't give a shit
Cause i'm wasted

I got this kiss from my ex
And now i'm stuck in a hex
I think i'd rather be dead
But i guess i'm down with it

My ex got a hex on me
Cause i've been fuckin with her
While she's been kissin on me

And then she flips me the bird
Because I say she's a curse
But we both know that
She's the one who's really starting things

I'm mentally declining
God it's such imperfect timing
She broke through my silver lining
She must know that I am lying

Girlfriend just broke up with me
Now she's upset and she's crying
But it's whatever I guess
Cause she was toxic

And I ain't denying

It's like i'm in a hex
I got this kiss from my ex
And i'm not trying to play
All her games again

Life's not giving you checks
And now my girlfriend's a mess
But whatever happens next
I guess i'm down with it

I wanna lay in my bed
Fuck it i'd rather be dead
But i don't give a shit
Cause i'm wasted

I got this kiss from my ex
And now i'm stuck in a hex
I think i'd rather be dead
But i guess i'm down with it

And now the devils in my head
Playing tricks on me again
Used to have some common sense
And then i lost it

Memories fading away
Got her mixtape on replay
Smoking drinking everyday
'Till i'm faded

Getting bigger as an artist
Hope i'll be in top 100
I won't stop until i've done it
Now i'm waiting

My escape from my reality
I hope my friends are proud of me
If they ain't then fuck it
They can go and Kick the bucket yeah

I'm lost with these demons inside of my head
The addiction i'm craving I wanna be dead
And i'm feeling alone and so vacant again
And I feel like these feelings will stay to the end

I feel like I just need a therapy session
From stress and depression my music my weapon
I'm tired of trying to stay up all weekend
To make up a record for all of these feelings

It's like i'm in a hex
I got this kiss from my ex
And i'm not trying to play
All her games again

Life's not giving me checks
And now my girlfriend's a mess
But whatever happens next
I guess i'm down with it

I wanna lay in my bed
Fuck it i'd rather be dead
But i don't give a shit
Maybe i'm wasted

I got this kiss from my ex
And now i'm stuck in a hex
Fuck
I think i'd rather be dead