Shape of You

I made a quick buck from a long fuck
And I hate that I'd do it again
Flash me to the world when I bended and curled
And I hate that I did it again
I repeat the cycle, I'm stuck in a spiral
I'm being reduced and reused and recycled
My body is broken, it's past it's revival
Feeling so guilty, put me on trial
Can't close back the holes that were dug up and opened
Dry glue on my mouth cause I shouldn't have spoken
Hurting so much but deserve all the pain
Don't feel anger or stress, people call me insane
Started writing songs to give people a joke
Kids in school only listened when I looked like a joke
Jobs that search up my name will only find my dumb songs
And they'll question about it, think I did something wrong

Selling my whole body but not trying to sell my soul
Don't want love from my friends, rather think I'm uncontrolled
My temple is burning and I'm letting it fall
Watching it crumble, let's cremate the walls
Selling my whole body but not trying to sell my soul
Cannot see the shapes of you, I only see a hole
My temple is burning and I'm letting it fall
Watching it crumble, and dissolve into salt

Slept in piss every day for 2 torturous months
Can't trust myself after mistakes I only made once
You can take a filtered shower, but it won't wash down your filth
Try to find the right answers, but it's hidden under myths
People accuse me of starving and changing
Too much, too little, it always comes back
To me, I feel, I'm never enough
Because I could do this or I could've done that
Or I made a mistake and I can't change the past
I try to live slow but the world spins so fast
All the powerful people get up and harass
I just want it all to stop

Enter the world in one day when you're born
You're given your temple in its purest form
A spiritual place, so pristine, so divine
The finest architecture, finely intertwined
Silence the sheep, get no love from the lamb
I pledge my allegiance to old Uncle Sam
Just follow the rules and then pass your exams
Rip up your pages the printer is jammed
Small inconvenience causing people to panic
Just walk over the cars when you're stuck in traffic
I'm losing my memory, isn't it tragic?
Tell me a story, I'll only hear static

Selling my whole body but not trying to sell my soul
Don't want love from my friends, rather think I'm uncontrolled
My temple is burning I'm letting it fall
Watching it crumble, let's cremate the walls
Selling my whole body but not trying to sell my soul
Cannot see the shapes of you, I only see a hole
My temple is burning and I'm letting it fall
Watching it crumble, and dissolve into salt