I Can Now See the Water

Cast out time and time again
We thought we had some power
In this sounder of swine headed fast for the line
Faced with fear I cower
I know I've chosen, I'm on the wrong team
Hoping this fear is irrational
Sea is below, sounder starting to go
Those waters, international

I'm trying to figure in back of my mind
Had I chose Him in the garden
Would I be left behind
I can't face the final, second death of my team
Maybe I hit the water, I'll awake from this dream

We're getting close to the edge
Now sense impending doom
Can't I just stop, go back to my slop
Stuck in this sounder with no wiggle room
I can now see the water
Why am I so scared
Should be used to the feeling
But I'm really reeling
Surprising
As much death, as much death as I've shared

I'm trying to figure in back of my mind
Had I chose Him in the garden
Would I be left behind
I can't face the final, second death of my team
Maybe I hit the water, I'll awake from this dream

Could I have been spared the panic
All the moving, the shame
Turns out there's more to life than just wrecking
All that's behind me
All there to remind me
Looks like hell is the box I'm checking
I'm checking

I'm trying to figure in back of my mind
Had I chose Him in the garden
Would I be left behind
I can't face the final, second death of my team
Maybe I hit the water, I'll awake from this dream



Credits
Writer(s): Clay Matthew Nelson
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