Affliction

No more secret left in the box
I'm gonna let be known
Like birds flying in flocks
With image stored in my brain
As I peek out the window
With thoughts drowning my pain
Scared of doing everything
I wanna do just to change
I know this world don't feel the same
But people make hard just to maintain

Let me tell you how it started
It started long ago
When I was working a 9-5
Looking at the clock way after my set time
Then gaze another 3 times
Way before line hits the five
The rush out like I had on my mind

Get home thinking everything was fine
Unbothered by life just let time fly
Deep down I wanted Die
But look flying like bird in the sky

I've mental training
And feeling burning
While making my earring
And these table are turning
Now that I'm up tho
Look a me now bro
And I'm a hole
But I'll be ok tho

I've mental training
And feeling burning
While making my earring
And these table are turning
Now that I'm up tho
Look a me now bro
And I'm a hole
But I'll be ok tho

With more problems coming in
Got asking questions to my self
Is this really it
Tried relationships
But it went for sugar to shit
Then idles
That I look up too
Thought they were big
They slowed faded out like the dust in the wind
And had me thinking

Is my life a L
I know there talent Hidden In the scale
Trying find my dream
Like a blind guy feeling for brail
With my power levels rising
Trying to make it out like a trending hot topic

Goal, to entertain the masses and make em laugh
Like I did in my high school classes
And, make music and hope that you all view it and listen
And help fuel your ambition to make moves that you wishin
Don't be wishin' 'cause life is like water
You trapped in the middle, better swim yo' ass to the border

I've mental training
And feeling burning
While making my earring
And these table are turning
Now that I'm up tho
Look a me now bro
And I'm a hole
But I'll be ok tho

I've mental training
And feeling burning
While making my earring
And these table are turning
Now that I'm up tho
Look a me now bro
And I'm a hole
But I'll be ok tho

When I leave
I want the youth to honor me
Be like Deshawn was the greatest
And accomplish everything he wanted to be
And my looking down thinking wow I got a army
As I float up with memories draining my head
How will the earth be when off the earth and dead
When I gaze down
Reminds me of ants on the ground
As I turn around
look at the sky and think
What the afterlife got for me now



Credits
Writer(s): Deshawn Carter
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