Implode

I been lost in my thoughts for a while now
I know you hate it when I get like this
Say I just need to calm down
Ditched the weed so it's harder now
Mind been racing
Going 101 miles

It's to the point where I can't control it
You said you loved me but I just don't know it
Maybe it's something I just don't wanna notice
Feel like I make it complicated it's not on purpose

I'm sitting in this room wondering if it's all worth it
Sometimes I feel like I just don't deserve it
I look at you thinking to myself
Damn she's too perfect
Why would I come into her world
Fuck it up
And just implode it

I'm sitting in this room wondering if it's all worth it
Sometimes I feel like I just don't deserve it
I look at you thinking to myself
Damn she's too perfect
Why would I come into her world
Fuck it up
And just implode it

Yeah I'm aware I'm not the easiest person to deal with
Often times I wonder to myself why your still here
I hear voices in my head telling me
That your too good for me one day your gonna leave

And I know I know
I fucked up a lot
The list goes for miles
Cheating, lying, and just not being around
Makes me ask myself why would you stay around?
When you can find
Someone that's better

I'm sitting in this room wondering if it's all worth it
Sometimes I feel like I just don't deserve it
I look at you thinking to myself
Damn she's too perfect
Why would I come into her world
Fuck it up
And just implode it

I'm sitting in this room wondering if it's all worth it
Sometimes I feel like I just don't deserve it
I look at you thinking to myself
Damn she's too perfect
Why would I come into her world
Fuck it up
And just implode it



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Writer(s): Amir Howard
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