Disquiet

Feels like I hold
Demons inside, can no longer hide
Relinquish the wheel and demand that they drive
Am I even alive
No hope to revive
Can't make an appeal so I'm taking the dive
I've taken the role of losing control
The sun can't be seen, I've swallowed it whole
The fuck was the goal to nourish my soul?
I'll never be clean so I'm paying the toll
No hope to be found, I can't make a sound
I guess it's a plus, in white vests I'm bound
I'm feeling so down but laugh like a clown
My life is a circus but I wear the crown
The show must go on, will I make it till dawn
I've gotten my cure, I've found Babylon
I see the light at the mercy of night
Corroding the pure, corrupting with blight
See that's just the thing, I feel like a king
It's time to bow down or chaos I bring
I feel like a god, my broken façade
You can't stop me now, so sit and applaud
So sit and applaud

Waste it all away
Pray to God for change

Waiting for something but knowing I've missed it
Fight through the pain with nothing to gain
My brain is on fire and I'm going insane
No second chances there's only resistance
It means nothing to me
I don't think I'll ever be free (NOW)
Waiting for something but knowing I've missed it
Fight through the pain with nothing to gain
My brain is on fire and I'm going insane
No second chances there's only resistance
It means nothing to me
I don't think I'll ever be free (NOW)



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Writer(s): Jonathan Bond
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