Zone Out

Fuck my life baby tell me what you want from me
I keep getting over you, you keep getting under me
Looking to the future and yet I can't see in front of me
Look at what you done to me, you were like a drug to me
Addictive personality no I'm not in the driver's seat
Rolling up that good good breathe it deep inside of me
Nothing but a fantasy, girl why you lie to me
Why you hide your screen, why you fuck you eyeing me
Fuck my reality, I been there and back again
I stay in my own world and I don't care what's happening
As the world turns girl the climates changing rapidly
We don't have the time now, baby take it back with me
Remember how we started, I remember how we used to be
This was all new to me and it was only you and me
All I hear is white noise zoned out while you screwing me
Look at what you do to me, look at what you do to me

Look at what you, look at what you
Look at what you do, look at what you
Look at what you do to me
Look at what you
Look at what you do to me

Fuck this city, you don't want to step in front of me
I am just the shadow of the person that I want to be
Practice what you preach or be nothing a mockery
Live a life of wasted dreams, bullshit and hypocrisy
Corporate autocracy, we got pills for anything
One to take the pain away, one to keep from panicking
Dear benzodiazepine, wonder how long has it been
I go up and down sometimes just like I'm on a trampoline
Room full of weed smoke, trying to hit that C note
Riding out this wave like I'm back around the east coast
Talk your shit, I don't know what you mean though
I zoned out again thinking how the fuck that beat go

How the fuck that beat, how the fuck that beat go
How the fuck that beat go, how the fuck that beat go

Calm as fuck like I meditate, I might go out like a renegade
You act like you never been afraid, but the fact is you never seen a blade
I promised that I would never change, I promised that I would not play the game
Please stand up and state your name, how do you grow and still stay the same
Noticing that my mind is changed, noticing that I like the rain
Roam this bitch with icy veins, feel quite deranged but I might sustain
Smashed the panes, attracting fame, polaroid in a plastic frame
Don't belong here, out rap this pain, upload tracks, need practice, lame
Smoking weed 'til I run out of breath, I like my beats but I doubt the rest
Tried before but without success, now I hide my goals and count what's left
Can't take no more, so take a guess, I take a hit, let it fill my chest
Don't work no more, the effects are less, we kill the time with pills and sex
Still defined by our time on earth when our world is ending, we chase the dirt
Still defined by our place of birth and our place of work, in this age we're cursed
They wonder why we're running amok, coming for these rich folks, tying em up
Living like rats while you living it up, not giving a fuck about the lives that you touch
Rise up