Are You Happy Now?

I wasn't like this
I swear I wasn't
But you changed me
Like nothing

I wasn't like this
I swear I wasn't
But you broke me
Like nothing, I

I never ever had my first time
You took it from me
I always wanted it to be
Out of love but
You ruined it for me

I never even search this
I never wanted this to happen
I swear

But this is what i get from
Trusting you
And thinking
You were just my friend

So are you happy now?
Because you broke me
Are you happy now?
I can't move on

Are you happy now?
You were the first one
To take my innocence out
Of the equation

After you
I felt so alone
Couldn't tell anyone what happened

I should have
Shouldn't have fought this alone
Maybe then it would be different

I tried to
Heal myself
With so many
Somebody else

I tried to use sex
Tried to hoe around
Just to fix this hole inside

So are you happy now?
Because you broke me
Are you happy now?
I can't move on

So are you happy now?
Because you took it yeah
You were the first
You were the first

I never wanted this
I swear
All I wanted
Was to make a new friend

And I thought
I thought I could trust you
Was afraid
Of what people think of me yeah

So I went alone outside
After you finally
Finally let me out

And I never said
One word
I just tried to drown it
With time

So are you happy now?
Because you broke me
Are you happy now?
I can't move on

Are you happy now?
I started drinking
Are you happy now?
I tried to have no feelings

And I was
Feeling so lost
And i was
Feeling so empty
I didn't know oh
I didn't know oh

I thought i
Put it all away
But I still feel it
I still feel it yeah

Are you happy now?
Because you broke me
Are you happy now?
I can't move on

Are you happy now?
You were the first one
To take my innocence out
Of the equation

So are you happy now?
Because you broke me
Are you happy now?
I never got one change

So are you happy now?
Because you used me
Are you happy now?
You were the first

You were the first
You were the first