Star of the Show

Whenever I'm high, I give my life a different meaning
And when I fall asleep, I'm still conscious even when dreaming
And in these visions, I see where I'm supposed to be
Living out my fantasies, I know that this the life for me
So why it feel so lonely
I ain't even at the top yet
Is it cause when I get on the beat, I make bitches drop dead
I operate through the talent the universe gave me
The pen gon' save me
And somehow they'll still hate me
Cause

Who I'm gon call
When I fall like dominoes
And I'm bleeding out my nose
And I'm fucked up on the road
When I'm riding in my Rolls
I'll remember all the rules
I broke to get there cause this is the fucking life I chose
When I learn to face the dark, embrace the shadow of my star
And keep my soul inside my body when I see my future scars
And keep on going, push the start, when all I wanna do is stop
I'll think about all of the steps I took to make it to the top
When I reach down in my soul, I feel
That none of this shit is real
Who's gon be my anchor, tell me
Living too fast, think it might kill me
I'm going up though, I'm coming down
I'm on them drugs though, room spinning round
Just let me go, cause you know
I'm about to be the star of the show

Nothing could blind me, I switched my lenses
Got people expecting me to buy 'em rocks and Benzes
They hear my shit peachy sweet, I'm they way out of the streets
But just cause you see my plate full don't mean that you finna eat
I see 'em sharpening they knives while sitting at my table
So much for sibling bonds cause you Cain, I'm Abel
Feel like if I make any mistakes it's fatal
How I expect stability when my roots is unstable
Cause

Who I'm gon call
When I fall like dominoes
And I'm bleeding out my nose
And I'm fucked up on the road
When I'm riding in my Rolls
I'll remember all the rules
I broke to get there cause this is the fucking life I chose
When I learn to face the dark, embrace the shadow of my star
And keep my soul inside my body when I see my future scars
And keep on going, push the start, when all I wanna do is stop
I'll think about all of the steps I took to make it to the top
When I reach down in my soul, I feel
That none of this shit is real
Who's gon be my anchor, tell me
Living too fast, think it might kill me
I'm going up though, I'm coming down
I'm on them drugs though, room spinning round
Just let me go, cause you know
I'm about to be the star of the show



Credits
Writer(s): Savannah Isbell
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