Distance

Yeah
What?

Yeah (Uh!)
Too much on my brain today
I just wanna rap it off, I don't want to feel the pain
I just told her to get lost, I guess she had took me serious
At cost, i'm delirious, in all i'm the criteria (Whoo!)
Of balling on superiors
What you think is the meaning
Of calling on to God, you say I look into to the mirror
But you lost, hope you hear me
You so distant from your Father
That you thinking you inferior (Nah)
But you not (Yeah)

God is worthy of our praises, we should praise Him more (Yes)
Got some cases and let's face it as we close the doors (Yes)
Drink the pain away might help right now, but will it later?
When you numb to pain, you can't debate if you will have a later (Amen)
I was the same way about a year ago
Seeking all this negativity made me think I would blow
But the truth is when you in the dark, and there is no light showing
You still have a light, you are the light God says right there in Matthew
Chapter 5, verses 14 through 16
She was mad at me cause I got distant and distant (Uh)
Dreaming bout this money wasn't half of what I was missing
I just wanted someone to care and be there just like Dev did (Whoo!)
Got to stop, comparing people to a fallen angel
But when a person isn't calling, does it make them hate you? (Yeah)
But when a person says they love God, do they really mean it? (Do they?)
And when they say they will be there, but you never see em (Huh)
All these people tryna look at me and tryna read me (Yeah)
They wonder why they can't get to me, and then they leave me
Well I am not an open book so I can't convince you (Uh)
That everything will be all better if you burn some bridges (Yeah, I don't know)
I still got some family members that don't know the difference (Yeah)
Got some friends that are like family, and they so religious (Pray)
I've had one friend since way back then and we still committed (Yeah)
Since Kindergarten, we ain't disconnected since
I had to put up a new fence around my mind, back in the year 2019 (Why?)
All these demons in the world, direct my life like Spike Lee (Yeah)
Watching every move I make, to make me wanna lie, please
If I get temped, I got God right by my side to fight with me
Yeah
That's why i'm never scared of anything
Take my time with words, making music is a scary thing
Even with my first album stage, I was in preheating
Living out my dreams, now i'm cooling down envisioning (Ay)
What my life could be without all of this (What)
Only God and I, my wife and kids (Yes)
Am I right, man I don't know my plan
Only God is knowing of what my past wrote
Trusting God with a life and a future I can't control
Yeah
What?
What?

I know we haven't been talking as much
And that's on me (What?)
But I just wanted to reach out and congratulate you (What?)
And let you know I'm thinking about you



Credits
Writer(s): Cameron Edwards
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