Story Time

Don't come at me with that
At me with that
Don't come at me with that bull shit
Cause I'm
Yeah

I remember when I learned I was a dude
I was in the mall
I was three years old
Going to the bathroom with my bro
Mama told me I was a male but
I ain't see an envelope
Took a mental note
Okay I'm this and this is where a this goes
But I ain't really give a fuck
A potty was a potty whoever I was
Now I remember when I was like eight
I learned that males don't wear females clothes
Mama caught me trying on my sister's things in the bathroom
But she didn't scold
She told me I'm a boy
Boys gotta be a man
So I took a mental note again
Except it wasn't the end of the world
I still like girls and girls like boys right
I remember like my whole life hiding
Behind some sense of masculinity
Like it was not conducive for my well being
To be interested in pretty things
So the things that I would do when home alone
The browsing history on my phone
The time that I spent not expressing myself
Shaming my thoughts was affecting my health
Tell a friend and I binge
Dad wondering where my money was spent
He might learn so I purge
It struck a nerve every time thinking it was just a phase
'Cut that shit out it's gay'
That's what my brother would say
I'd never live it down if he ever found out
But I can't live my life all in fear and doubts
Gave you twenty plus years
Now I'm gonna break out
Now I'm breaking personal records
For the record I might kill this shit in high heels and some dresses
Cause that's just me and the way that I slay
Sufficient in my life are people that hate
And I'll be damned if I'm one of them
I love myself and my flaws
Every one of them so
Don't come at me with that bull shit
Cause I'm feeling good when I'm doing this
Don't come at me with that bull shit
Cause I'm feeling good when I'm doing this
Don't come at me with that bull shit
Cause I'm feeling good when I'm doing this