Numb

Ever Since a youngin I been dedicated
Trynna find myself through some self medicatin
What I really need is to learn to be patient
I try to pass the time with some damn meditation
I could never focus hard enough to keep my fuckin mind vacant
No matter what I do man my mind stays racin
It keeps me on my toes but I need a vacation
I don't really know if I can keep on facin

All of these demons around me
They know that I'm struggling know that I'm fuckin up
I try to not let em surround me
But I just keep losing the more I put in my cup
It's ten in the morning I'm drowning
My sorrows already i know that I'm actin up
I know how this soundin
But please don't you worry I know what I'm doin I wanna feel

This ones for the kids in the back
Thinkin that they're not good enough
I know that you're tired and you tried
And there's nothing you can do to
That can make you stop feelin numb
You push to the limit and it still goes south
I know you wanna give in just please slow down
This world we live in is so profound
Stop living in the past just live right now
God damn

People around me keep talkin
Don't know what I'm doin don't know what I'm goin through
Long as my heart is still pounding
I know I can be it I know I can find my truth
Distance myself from the doubting
And somehow that shit just keeps sliding through
Searching for happiness no i aint found it yet
But I know just what I gotta do

Yeah, sometimes I feel too much
Sometimes I don't feel enough
Sometimes I put a knife to my skin
And I let it sink in just to make sure that I still got blood
Sometimes
Sometimes I wanna let it all go
Sometimes I miss my X's and O's
Sometimes it hurts when they step on your toes
But sometimes is just sometimes
There's other times I'm just letting you know
Sometimes I think too much
Sometimes I don't think enough
Sometimes all the pain too heavy
And I don't feel ready put a little poison up in my cup
Sometimes
Sometimes I regret what I said
Sometimes I put a gun right up to my head
Aye sometimes is just sometimes there's other times I promise it's true
Sometimes I feel just like you
Aye sometimes, sometimes



Credits
Writer(s): Daniel Flury, Ry Willy
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