Think of Me

Sometimes I feel my name's the advisory of success
But I'm married to the music with this mary in my chest
Light it up and take a breath until I'm writing like the best
That ever did it just from jottin all these thoughts that I suppress
The game will get you stressed if you ain't ready for it mentally
The fame and the success could never change what I was ment to be
Working hard so I can pay back all that money lent to me
From homies that believe in what I see and reinvent with me
The way that people listen to these poems on a track
These lyrics are my life so imma tow em on my back
And yeah I'm fat but quit the snacks
And I rap but I'm not black
And still the music got em scratchin till they blow it like its crack
Gettin beats right off the streets so I can speak straight from the heart
Gotta beast but in the least I gotta seak a place to start
Rep the east, like I'm Biggie till I'm shot up in my car
And deceased, just for tryina show you people who we are

This isn't what I want bro, this is what I need
This ain't the life I chose, this life chose me
From the time that I wake up till the time I go to sleep
I stay thinking bout how the world will one day think of me

This isn't what I want bro, this is what I need
This ain't the life I chose, this life chose me
From the time that I wake up till the time I go to sleep
I stay thinking bout how the world will one day think of me

I got this certain attitude that lends itself to winning
But I just can't seem to figure out the end and the beginning
So I'm going through these pages of the Bible while I'm sinning
Its the only thing that I can do to stop my head from spinning
There's nothing you can do to change the way they look at you
But never underestimate the power of remaining true
Cuz trust me there will come a day when everyone is going to
Be on your dick and beggin for your shit like they're the stomach flu
A fat kid, 20 something, doing what I gotta do
Screw loose, speakers bumpin, with a twisted point of view
It started out just as a thought but over time our ideas grew
Your brain can't even fathom all the shit my mind has put my through
The illest with the syllables, but what's that ever done for me?
Killing dudes with riddles only made them try to gun for me
So everything I'm thinking has been suicide accompanied
Hoping when I sleep at night my body will not run from me
The devil put a serpent in my ear and he's hissing loud
Bacardi in my body for my me slurrin and my system plowed
I never should've prayed cuz shit don't happen when you wish aloud
Don't even try and reason pal my sanity is missing now
Obnoxious to hang around, nothing less than belligerent
Starting stupid fights and putting out another cigarette
The actions may be crazy, but the verbals are a bigger threat
Been had the barrel pointed, I just haven't pulled the trigger yet

This isn't what I want bro, this is what I need
This ain't the life I chose, this life chose me
From the time that I wake up till the time I go to sleep
I stay thinking bout how the world will one day think of me

This isn't what I want bro, this is what I need
This ain't the life I chose, this life chose me
From the time that I wake up till the time I go to sleep
I stay thinking bout how the world will one day think of me